Where is my sunshine girl now?
When I am trapped in this flat dry place
the air sweats decaying men and I see her on my fridge
everyday I see her and wonder what she thinks
Where is my crystal bird girl who paints rainbow days?
I know she is very far away yet I feel her inside me when I breathe...
she hangs from the wooden beam
on my ceiling in front of my window
a glass blue lilac
Where is my sunshine girl now?
When I am ripped and l
ay on the bathroom tile in a wet heep
time has made me so thin
really nothing but a face
I can move through cracks and hide in holes where my lover's will never find me
my pink butterfly girl can do that too
I wonder if her amber curls ever tangle
but I never hear her now my high earth girl
where is my chiseled featured Swan girl with long long legs now? When I am locked in my tower of bones and emeralds she's probably wondering why water is blue
and how the fuck boats float
Where is My Sunshine Girl?
I miss her so
with all I am
I miss her so
I see her on my fridge
Jade Vacarelli